- Avril Lavigne -

When You're Gone

- ThE GuY -

Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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When you walk away 
i count the steps that you take... 


Do you see 
How much i need you right now 

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

3 DOORS DOWN - HERE WITHOUT YOU

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A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that i saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And i don't think i can look at this the same

But all these miles that seperate

Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And i dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me

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The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life was overrated

But i hope that it gets better as we go

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And i dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

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Everything i know,and anywhere i go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

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I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And i dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me



Nothing to do at 8:45 AM by Awin
Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Ok, where shall i start? Hmm... Match against S.I.M on Sat. We guys lost 5-4, damn!!!! It was really really close! 1st period (0-0) Nothing much happened. Juz that the SIM's (hehe) reallie used their size to their advantage. It was frustrating actually... Me and Zaim were playing up front. I was waiting for the cross to come in when one of their defenders stuck his leg between mine (Aper sak??!! Bingit betul...) Another was chasing with Azfar for the ball when he pulled Azfar from behind and he got fed up (sampai nak gaduh...) The game was phyisical (giler) during the 1st period.

During the break, Jie Hong talked to us bout using our experience to overcome their physical presence "They've got the size, we got the experience..." Thats what i said and he agreed. 2nd period - My line (Chey, my line seh.. haha) - Me, Zaim, Kin Leong, Jie Hong and Khai(i think) started the 2nd period. While waiting for the face off, i had a talk with their captain (bilang dier rilek ar, baru frenly, tak paya gaduh gaduh...) He also agreed (sampai dier shake hands dengan aku seh... haha) Our game was much more fluid during the 2nd period. More passes, less fouls. In fact, they eased up on their 'physicality' if you know what i mean... haha. The moment finally came. I scored my 1st ever goal in a friendly, haha... Zaim got possesion from a scramble in our area, passed it to me and, the rest is history, haha.. (1st time sak score... Feeling lyk 1 kind gitu..! Lepas aku score, aku ingat kan ader perempuan yang nampak kepe... Bolehlah eksyen sikit, hehehe... Skali diorang tengah baring macam ikan, buat aper entah exercise!!!! Wasted sak..... hahaha, k cukup) I think after that, we slowly gained confidence and momentum. Dzak scored another goal but SIM clawed a goal back through a set piece. A free hit was given to SIM on the far side of the post. The ball was lobbed to the centre (outside D) and this Gundu of a 'Thambi' swung his stick as though it was a baseball bat. It went in, but obviously it should not have counted. With that kind of swing, who would've dared to block it?? (High Stick pe.... Bengap punye 'sunik', Ini bukan cricket lah...!! Nak main, itu India sana boleh main lah deh...)

Later during the 2nd period, Faliq scored from close range, followed by a solo effort by Farok who got pass 2 defenders and scored at the near post, i think... (betul Farok? haha..) At that point, i was sure that we were going to win with the score being 4-1 at the end of the 2nd period, but i was SO........ WRONG!!!

During the 3rd peiod, tactical changes were implemented to my line. Our formation was changed from a 2-1-2 to a 2-2-1 by order of Jie Hong. Slowly, they kept scoring, 4-2, 4-3... When they drew with us, i was reallie fed up! (Cam maner kiter boleh concede 3 goals ni???!!!) The thought of the formation change soon emerged as its primary flaw. And when the scored their 5th, i went up to Jie Hong and asked him to change back to 2-1-2. It was obvious that it wasnt working. I think he saw it too, not sure though...

We didnt have much time left, so me and Zaim went all out (Pressure habis giler) but time was up, we lost. We lost to a newly formed team. We lost to a newly formed team that doesnt even know how to execute a proper face-off. Were we reallie playing to our fullest? Or did overconfidence blind us? I dunno... But its over now, no point thinking bout it... All i want now is for us SP, be it mustangs or IVP team, to achieve glory. I'm tired of us, saying "We're playing for experience" or playing a match with the mentality of 'defending cos we know we cannot score against them'. Why cant people think of us as a serious challenge?? I know its difficult, but no one said its impossible...

Adioz

This is Wanek and Ah Shan on a viking ship, scared to death!!! Notice Wani's double chin... Bleah!

This is our future Floorball President, Adzmin

Future Floorball President trying on 2nd hand spandex

Guardian of the toy section

Adzmin smiling as he's happy with the spandex he just bought

"Does this look cute on me?"

Akil posing with my car

Akil posing with his new stick

Akil must go Yun Nam Hair Care already, juz look at that receding hairline... Macam apek dah, kil... hehe

Farhan and his 'Bionicle' keeper outfit. Next match pakai ar..

BarneyKIL, ElDZMIN and FARkie Monster

mondok in deep thought... cHEY!

This is Amalina. Yes the pakai tudung floorball punye Amalina... Never thought you'd see her like this huh?? haha..

Fikir tentang sape, Huda?

MENYAMPAH!!!



Nothing to do at 12:30 PM by Awin
Tuesday, March 15, 2005

22 Reasons Why Chocolates Are Better Than Men

Chocolate is rich, dark and satisfying

You're never disappointed when you open the wrapper

Chocolate always hits the spot

Chocolate doesn't care how many pieces you've eaten before

Chocolate doesn't secretly want to be eaten by your best friend

Chocolate won't ask "Am i the best?" or "How was it?"

Chocolate always smells good

It doesnt sulk when you don't want it in the morning

Chocolate are easy to pick up

Chocolate doesn't mind what time of the month it is

You can suck a piece of chocolate even in front of your mother

Chocolate still satisfies even when it has gone soft

Chocolate never leaves a bad taste in your mouth

With chocolates, size doesn't really matter. Its always good

You don't mind the brown stain left behind by chocolates

Chocolate doesn't mind if you bite its nuts

With chocolates, you don't have to be a virgin more than once

Chocolate doesn't wear white socks (condom)

You can have more than one chocolate a night without ruining your reputation

Chocolate doesn't just think its smooth



Nothing to do at 1:27 PM by Awin
Saturday, March 12, 2005

Seoul Garden
<p>Its been a while since i've updated so this entry's gonna be a bit looooong, so sit tight! Last tuesday, me and my classmates went to Seoul Garden for makan dinner. Went to the one at Takashimaya. I've never makan there before so its a 1st time xperience for me ('Virgin' lah kirekan...) While waiting for the others to arrive, i checked the place out, look at the prices and all... Student price - $8.99 from 11am-4.30pm. So i thought not bad ar, but when we payed, each of us had to fork out almost double the amount - $15. GST lah, Service charge lah, Free flow of drinks lah. We even had to pay for each table, around $3 (bayar untuk as agaknye... hehe)

After we were given our seatings, i went to check out what they had. FUUYOH...! Air Liuh meleleh! Beef and Chicken meat with 6 different marinate, seafood - Kerang, kupang, prawn, sotong and others, assorted vegetables, different kinds of balls - fishball, sotongball, . They had every seafood u could think of except lobster, crayfish and crab. Crabmeat ader lah... And when i looked over the other side, there's a bar to create your own ice kachang - shredded ice, syrup, atapchi, jelly and all. You name it, they've got it. Opposite the bar, there's this freezer with 6 different ice-cream flavours - sweetcorn, mango, tutti-frutti, chocolate, mint and strawberry. Its what Shaz has always dream of, right Shaz? (Aku rase kalau kau pegi eh, mesti tanak balik punye.. hehe)

I started with the meat section first. Tried out all of the different kind. Boleh tahan ar, sedap... Then moved on to the seafood - cockles, prawn and so forth lah... By the time i finished, i was already DAMN full but there's still the desert. Aper lagi, i went to create my DIY ice cream. At the base was the attapchi, followed by a few pieces of honeydew. Next comes the 6 different flavours of ice cream, topped of with chopped nuts. *Sluuuurrrrrp!!!* That was the longest time i took to make and eat an ice-cream.

By the time we finally ended, my perut was like gonna explode, serious! (2 hari tak makan pun takpe...) My body felt so heavy when we were about to leave... All of us then decided to take a walk towards Cineleisure to 'jalan-jalan'. After walking for a while, i really felt the urge to just sit down, as though my legs could not carry my weight anymore. And when i finally sat down, i just felt like lying down and sleep. Teruk, i tell you... haha. That place should be called 'Perut Garden' lah.. The next morning, i woke up still feeling the 'aftermath' of last night ( badan lemah sampai tanak pegi skolah) but i still went though, with my stiff 'perut'. Even went for training. Dunno whether it was a good idea to go for training but at last, it was. After MI training, the uneasyness in my stomach subsided (nasib baik..)

Im getting to see more and more of people with attitude problems during trainings. First its this chinese girl. Zaki was practicing his shot when it accidentally hit her. She then turned towards Zaki, not happy, angry (Tak sengaje pe... ingat dier bagus sangat..) Another one is Dzaf's friend (sorry) Liyana (Perangai sombong habis sak...!! Cakap langsung tak tegur. Macam nak whack je dengan stick aku..)

I was goin to skool just now and i put on my shoes...as i was hopping...and jumping to get my shoes on...Jang...ja...jang....A MONDOK!!! THERE!!! Just a metre away from me...Jiggling his fat ass...hahahaha...=P Whose is that? So cute....EEEEhhhh...So Cute! it is smaller than my palm....hehez...Its black fur...eeeehhh....so cute!!!!so Cute!!! (Wahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Finally, i would just like to make a public apology to all those who 'terase' towards anything i've posted on my blog. I didnt mean to hurt, piss or anger any one of 'you' and if i did, i sincerely apologize from the heart of my bottom, Sorry!

feeling: Still feeling a bit full

Adioz



Nothing to do at 11:16 AM by Awin
Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Went to Suntec city on sunday to checkout the career fair at the convention centre before floorball training. Lots of university booths there but i just checked out the NTU booths, looking at the courses offered and the admission criteria (semangat seh... baru year 1 dah cari-cari university. Macam je boleh masuk, hehe... Insyallah!)

Went for floorball training afterwards. The only gals that came for training were Ah Shan, Wani and Rabbiah. It seems that every week, we have guests joining our training. Last week was the Taszillian guys, this week Pasirian players came to join us. I only recognized Idhzaar, that guy from the tiger cup semi-final at the stadium, and Farah (pasirian punye farah lah, kau ingat aper? hehe..) The rest tak kenal... Taszillian dah, Pasirian pun dah, Moosemen also dah. who do u think will join us next week? SCRF? Innebandy? National squad? (fat hope!!! haha..)

Our regulars - Farok, Hafiz and Akil were not here as they had some bench warming activity at their respective clubs (hehe.. rilek ar) so who else but Andy led our training routine, surprisingly (Entah saper tah yang pilih dier... tak tahu malu!) Future president Adzmin, who came down in full Mustang outfit, was expected to lead the training but at the last moment he buckled under the pressure. In other words, KECUT! haha... juz joking

Halfway during training, camp chief Shamil made a very important announcement. He's going to quit floorball. No lah, there's goin to be 2 floorball camps instead of just 1. The first one is just for us year 1 and 2. Year 3 takde. YESss...!!! Shaz takde, woohoo...!!! The objective of this camp is to inculcate team bonding among the year 1 and 2. Ikut je lah... haha. The real camp is on the 1st week of skool - Fri, sat, sun. Boleh jugak... lookin forward to it. (Ikhmal kau bawak X-Box, aku bawak TV...hehe)

After training i took a shower (segar!) and we - me, Ikhmal, Idhzaar, Shaiful, Shamil, Wani, Shaz(Yucks!), Nurul Huda Abdul Wahid went to watch the Squirettezezezez vs Mosettezezezez game. When we reached there, it was the third period and the score was 7-1. We saw Jenn there. I saw Dawn (MI) and i thought i saw Wanie (MI) but not sure ah. Then the mosettez keeper was substituted with an additional player and they ran havoc, rampaging thru the Squirretez nutty defence... (Not bad eh.. haha. Any SQUIRETTEZ player inside a computer lab at T14 reading this, jangan terase eh. Aaahaa, Dzaf tak faham, lembab! Its ok..) The match ended at 11-1. Fuuyoh!!! 4 goals within a space of 10 mins with no keeper.

After the match, we headed to burger king for dinner. Makan then balik. Bob, sorry ar ake tak dapat join korang. Aku ingat korang balik lepas training. Sorry ar, lain kali eh Mat?

At Tampines MRT, we - Ah Shan, Wani and I, were at the platform when these two 'cartoons' decided at the last min to try out the viking ship at the fun fair beside the station. My single trip ticket was wasted man... So Wani blanja-ed me and Hui Shanti on the viking ship. We were seated at the back of the ship. Two little boys were seated in front of us. Thruout the whole ride, the two monkeys were screaming and shouting macam nak mampos gitu. The two little boys were keeping quiet (Tak tahu malu.. budak kecik tak pekik, ini dua bahalol yang menyalak!!!) The whole time, i was video recording the both of them with my phone. Klakar sak...!! haha. After that, we went to look around the other stations, watching people play the games. Finally went home after that. Thanx for the blanja Wanek!

Alrait!!!! tomolo me and a my crassmates arer goings to Seoul Garden to 'pig out'. Our group won this competition and we got $100 for it. I've never been there before. First time experience, haha.... cant wait. Nak ikuuuuut??? haha...

Is there such a word as 'terbegik'...??? I dont think so... I've heard it before but i thought its 'terpekik'. Naj, manr ader??? main sondol je... Menyakat! Btw, Happy Birthday Najibah, haha. K lah, 1 more thing before i end. Im gonna use 1 whole paragraph for it.

SHAZWANI, YOU SUCK TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!

Adioz!



Nothing to do at 2:10 PM by Awin
Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Woohoo!!! i got a new phone yesterday. Oklah, not new - 2nd Hand actually. Went to Sim Lim with Wanek (Irwani) and Cik Sal Boleh (Salmiah) yesterday. Met at dover around 5. Met Farhan at the platform. In the train, i still had a few ideas for which phone i wanted to buy. I even considered buying an N-gage after Farhan told me bout its features... Not bad. I also liked Shai's Motorola phone, as well as Ikhmal's windows smart phone.

I didnt know how to get to Sim Lim from Bugis so Sal Ming led the way. We went thru the Bugis Village and moved further down. Along the way, i was disturbing Wani, calling her "adik", when this guy, who was walkin down the road, was smiling and giggling at the 'joke' as though he was with us or something. Wani told me he was denim guy. Yes Dzaf, your denim guy, wahaha!!! I wasnt sure cos all this while, denim guy wears a cap and i couldnt see his face properly. What the heck!!

We went to the place where Ikhmal got his HP. The 'burlington' building behind Sim Lim (SL) We walked around but could only see a few handphone shops. Then we entered SL. This apek was askin us, can he help us with anything. So i told him im lookin for HP shops. He then told me that the building behind had LOTS of HP shops (dier cakap building yang ader A n W) i think he was refering to Burger King lah. (AnW maner ader lagi??)

So we went back to the building. We looked around for any HP shops but to no avail. Suddenly, this gundu of a Wanek suggested going upstairs to search for the 'hidden' shops. Aku ikutkan rentak si ketot ni, knowing the fact that there ARE no shops upstairs. The building itself doesnt look as though it has shop on the upper floors. Its more of an office building. So went to the 6th floor and found nothing but offices. Went back to 2nd, only to find an exit to the carpark (Aper lah wanek. Aku rase kalau budak kecik ni jalan-jalan sorang eh, mest sesat seh...)

We continued walkin until we reached this HP shop. I looked around and saw quite a no. of 2nd hand phones. Saw Shai's motorola phone but something else caught my eye. I asked bout the O2 X-phone. It was around $290. I enquired bout my two phone's trade in value. 6100 - $160, 3200 - $130. I thought about it, asked bout the phone's features. Then i suddenly remmembered that i forgot to copy the contacts in my phone so i told the uncle that i'll come back later.

In the meantime, all three of us went to makan at BK. Actually it was the both of them. I was busy writing down my contacts in my journal. Sal Mina then mentioned bout my previous entry on how i was sick and went for MI training. She said it was a BAD idea and that it could cause pneumonia or somethin lyk dat. Whoa! haha...

After makan, we went back to the shop to finalise our trade. So i got it, the O2 X-Phone. I tried the camera and the camcorder on my two 'test subjects'. I traded in the two phones and $10 in xchange for the phone, charger and USB cable. I need not have paid the $10 if only i remmembered to bring the charger. Now i have a spare nokia charger and earpiece at home. Anybody interested?

I also thought that he was also giving me the memory card-256KB, harap aje... hehe. I had some spare cash and wanted to buy the memory card as well. It was getting late, Sal Lomah's mother already called, askin where she is. Tak sembahyang Maghrib? At last, after much hesitation, she agreed to follow skejap. I wondered what memory card to buy and then i recalled Farhana telling me he got a 256KB for 20 over dollars kat tingkat 4 of SL. Aku ader tercari-cari for a $20 over 256 memory card. Maner ader Farhana??? Then i called Farokiah and asked for Farhana's HP no. Baru he tells me its 128 and not 256. Apeda?!? We got back to Bugis MRT at around 8 plus after which we went home. Woohoo!!! hahaha...

Now for more SERIOUS things. Shaz!!!!!!!! Binawei betul!! u better watch out ar, i'll get u back for that. Jager kau, kurang asam.... Like i said before in my previous entry, ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID IN HER ENTRY ARE NOT TRUE, ALL OF IT ARE LIES RIGHT DOWN TO THE CORE. DONT BELIEVE ANYTHING SHE WRITES. THEY ARE ALL 'FITNAH'. U KNOW THE 'AKIBAT' FOR SESEORANG YANG MEMBUAT FITNAH?? PADAH SHAZ. Ader ke patut dier cakap gitu pasal aku?? Selama ini aku telah menjadi seorang sahabat kepadamu dan ini balasan kau??? Aku selalu tetap di sisimu walaupun kamu dihina dan di ejek oleh orang-orang lain yang kamu anggap sebagai 'kawan'. Ini yang kau buat kepada aku!!! Kau tidak patut menjadi seorang manusia. Sebaliknya, kau adalah SETAN bertopeng manusia. Busuk hati, ini bukan panggil no loving each oder. Hmmph!!! terima kasih banyak-banyak Nur Shazwani Abdul Talib. (Mak kau.... emo sak! wahahaha!!!!) Adioz!



Nothing to do at 12:45 PM by Awin
Tuesday, March 01, 2005

The day i always look forward to had come and gone - Sunday. As usual there was training, started at 3 plus, NEVER at 2. We had surprise guests for training - Tasz guys. Herman, Ranjit and Jatin came to join us. We played matches as early as 4pm.

Right now, i really dont know. Should i play as a forward or a centre? Im not stressing myself out or anythin. Its juz that i can find myself playing centre or a forward, but which suits me better? As a forward, my fininshin SUX! I'd rather assist than score, thats why i assist Ranjit with his two goals, but if the opportunity does arrive, i wont hesitate to shoot (sampai stick aku ter'slash' giler dengan Hafiz's stick seh, haha... sorry eh SP17) Hmm... Went for makan with the rest at Bugis (If you're reading Shaz's entry and if she does mention anything bout me when we were eating, its all NOT TRUE. juz in case....)

Nothing much on my mind at the moment, besides my assignments that have been piling up. Juz wanna close my eyes and hope it will all go away. Recently i found this handphone, 6100. U think i returned it???? Muahahaha!!!! (sinister laugh) Setan!!! hahaha... I'm thinkin of trading in my 2 phones 6100 and 3200 for a better phone. Boleh tak?? I want Mal's phone! No, not u Amalina, but Ikhmal. His dunno what microsoft windows smart phone, which is similar to the o2 X-phone in terms of appearance. Yeah, thats all for now. If you've got nothing to do, all alone in the computer lab with few hours break, checkout the airhook videos on the sidebar under 'check this out' but u have to save it first, then delete it afterwards. Adioz...!!!



Nothing to do at 1:23 PM by Awin
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